I have been anxious these few couple days due to my addiction creeping over my shoulder. I wish I could say quiting/ stopping my addiction isn't very easy. Some people , like my daughter Alex doesn't seem to beleive in addictions, I on the other hand feel that addictions occur when you are younger and work through you until you are older. She use to smoke cigerettes, and has quit to prove a point that nothing has a hold on you if you are in control. And thats the key word "If you are in control"...
My addiction is a demon as far as I am concerned, I , non-stop think of it everyday of every hour, praying that I have control and don't allow my addiction to sneak in as I become weak. God only gives as what we can handle, and that is what I keep telling myself, that God has control of this situation, not the addiction (demon).
I thought that I would share this with you, my feelings that I have had lately. Thanks for reading...
My other blog;
1. Across this bridge
2. Marketing myself
3. Struggling parents
4. When life become a book
5. Read Between the Lines
6. Internet Lifestyle
7. The Sleeping Turtle Art Gallery
Subscribe in "Struggling Parents