Blogger Widgets Struggling Parents: Scanning through the nothing Zone

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Scanning through the nothing Zone

Boredom settles and consumes,
ripping open scabs on old wounds,
staring wide eyed at the white walls,
seeing everything and nothing at all.

Seek to distract where are my drugs,
seeking interaction, no one is up to hug,
seeking unattainable perfection,
so I can smile for once at my reflection.

Scanning through the Nothing Zone,
thinking everyone must be at home,
or out enjoying a Saturday night,
while I sit here with no one in sight.

My nemesis and nothing new,
boredom controls one and consumes,
sanity slipping, soul is reaching,
can anyone really grasp this feeling?

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